If You Seek God, What Else Do You Need?

“The young lions suffer want and hunger; but those who seek the Lord lack no good thing.” – Psalm 34:10

Over the past couple of years, I have read this verse and believed it to be true. However, I still looked to other things for fulfillment. This almost seem natural for me to do; to look for something else other than God himself. I would honestly say that I am still learning that God is all I need for fulfillment.

If I am anything true to my generation (yes, I’m a millennial), I have had this burning desire and longing for change and fulfillment in every part of my life.
At one point, I got tired of the city I was living in. I wanted to move away from Stockton because I “felt” that God was calling me elsewhere. This was honestly because I was tired of living here and wanted to move to another city, meet new people, and try different things.

I have had multiple jobs over the past few years. Working for each job for only 1 year at a time. I would play this off as bettering myself and my career, but if I was honest with myself, I would get bored with my job and start to look for another to fulfill me.

This one is pretty great too. How about for the longest time, I wanted to work for a church because I was at the time, earning a degree in Biblical Studies. Then after about a year of working for my church, I wanted to get a job outside of the church. I know I know, but I still currently work for my church and have been for about 3 years.

Maybe for you, you are trying to find fulfilment in other things or people, but here’s the truth….

….Only God can fulfill you.

God patiently shows us time and time again that he is the only person that we need. This is because he is truly good. He is not like someone else that you say is “a pretty good person”. There is no wrong in God. Everything in his character is good and all that he does is good.

He is not only good because of the things he gives us or has done for us, but he is good regardless. That is to say, that he is good whether you and I think so or not. His goodness is completely separate from us because it is his character. Good, is simply what he is.

This is why he is the only thing that can satisfy our hearts because there is nothing or no one truly good except for God.

And because he is good…

…everything that flows from him to us, is good. He created the world, and everything in it, including us, and called it good.

When we sinned and brought death and destruction into this world, he sent the most perfect gift he could give us, his Son Jesus. Through Jesus’ death and resurrection, we have been blessed abundantly.

“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places”
Ephesians 1:3

The greatest gift that God can give us is himself.

For the Christian, not only have we been blessed so abundantly in Jesus but he also tells us to ask him for good gifts because he is our Good Father and we are his children.

“If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask him!”
Matthew 7:11

Lastly, if you are not a Christian and do not know the goodness of God, I would encourage you to seek him through reading a Bible, and praying to him, asking him to reveal these truths to you. I’ll leave you with this last scripture passage:

“But you, O mountains of Israel, shall shoot forth your branches and yield your fruit to my people Israel, for they will soon come home. For behold, I am for you, and I will turn to you, and you shall be tilled and sown. And I will multiply people on you, the whole house of Israel, all of it. The cities shall be inhabited and the waste places rebuilt. And I will multiply on you man and beast, and they shall multiply and be fruitful. And I will cause you to be inhabited as in your former times, and will do more good to you than ever before. Then you will know that I am the Lord.”
Ezekiel 36:8-11


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The Hope in God’s Immutability


Have you ever looked back at your life and thought about all of the ways you have changed? Some of the things you liked, you don’t like anymore. Or some of things that you didn’t like, you like now. Think about some of the things you were passionately against, you probably support now. We live in a culture that is constantly changing.

Have you ever just desired something that is sure and steady? You see, the Bible would point us to God as this something that our hearts long for as sure and steady. Even greater than that, He is not just a thing, He is a person that is sure and steady. He is unchanging. This attribute has been termed His “immutability”.

Malachi 3:6 lays this out word for word:

For I, the LORD, do not change; therefore you, O sons of Jacob, are not consumed.”

Isn’t that crazy to think about? The God who has always been, before creation, and will always be, has not changed. As a people that are constantly changing, we cannot even begin to fully understand this. But that is okay. He is God and we are not. If we were fully able to understand this, would He truly be God?

Where is the hope in this?

As God is unchanging, so is His Word. In fact, God’s Word is very much a part of who He is. Scripture would tell us that Jesus is the Word of God that became flesh and dwelt among us (John 1:1-14). So every statement, plan, and commandment that God has said in the Bible has not changed and will fulfill his purpose because it was fulfilled in Jesus.

Luke 21:33 says:

“Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will not pass away.”

There is hope in this because the God who does not change and whose Word will fulfill His purpose, has made promises to us in Jesus, if we have placed our faith in Him.

2 Corinthians 1:20

For all the promises of God find their Yes in him (Jesus). That is why it is through him that we utter our Amen to God for his glory.”

This is what our hearts have been longing for whether we know it or not. A sure and steady hope in the person that has always been and always will be. This God came to us in the form of a man named Jesus.

Hebrews 13:8 says:

“Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.”

These promises that have been made to us in Jesus are: the forgiveness of sin (Eph. 1:7), the power to conquer sin (Gal. 2:20), being reconciled to God (Rom. 5:10), His return for us (Rev. 22:20-21), eternal life with Him (John 3:16), where there will be no more pain, suffering, or death (Rev. 21:4) and many more promises.

We can take God at His Word because we can look to his already fulfilled purposes in scripture. Even more, we can take God at his Word because of the great lengths that He went to reconcile us to Himself. He took the full weight of sin upon himself, gave His life for us, and rose from the dead for us, in Jesus. This is the unchanging God that we can place our hope and faith in.

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Common and Bold

Now when they saw the boldness of Peter and John, and perceived that they were uneducated, common men, they were astonished. And they recognized that they had been with Jesus.

Acts 4:13

I recently starting reading through the book of Acts again. I always enjoy reading this book in the Bible because it’s beginning of the New Testament church. We, as the church today, carry out what began in this book with these men and women.

Now I got to chapter 4 and I noticed something that was pretty interesting. In this chapter, Peter and John had just healed a crippled man and were preaching the good news of Jesus to a crowd of people. Then the priests and the captain of the temple and the Sadducees came and arrested them. After they held them in jail over night, they asked them by what power and by who’s name did they do this. Then Peter, filled with Holy Spirit, responds with:

“Rulers of the people and elders, if we are being examined today concerning a good deed done to a crippled man, by what means this man has been healed, let it be known to all of you and to all the people of Israel that by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead—by him this man is standing before you well. This Jesus is the stone that was rejected by you, the builders, which has become the cornerstone. And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved.” 

Acts 4:8-12

Peter and John are still under arrest, and then Peter responds by preaching the gospel to these leaders. Pretty crazy. These leaders were pretty blown away as well. Their reaction was:

“Now when they saw the boldness of Peter and John, and perceived that they were uneducated, common men, they were astonished. And they recognized that they had been with Jesus.”

Acts 4:13

Eventually, the leaders have nothing to say in opposition but still ask them to not teach these things. But Peter and John say they have to do what is right by God, and not man. So they were released because they couldn’t be charged with anything.

What’s interesting about this whole thing is that Peter and John were perceived as uneducated and common. But it is when the leaders saw the boldness that Peter and John had, that they were astonished and recognized that they had been with Jesus. They recognized this because Jesus was perceived as uneducated and common but spoke with boldness as well. I challenge you to read through the gospels again and see how Jesus was.

If you are like me, I struggle with sharing the good news of Jesus sometimes. It could be for a number of reasons of being afraid of rejection, wanting to be accepted, or by trying to stay “relevant” but in a “missional” kind of way. It’s kind of ridiculous to think about because as Christians, we are all called to share what has been shared with us, the good news of Jesus.

Even if we think we are common or don’t know enough about the Bible to share the gospel, we as Christians are called to. We need to spend more time with Jesus, in our Bibles and in our prayer life. And we need a boldness to share this good news just like Peter and John. This boldness isn’t just something they mustered up on their own though. It’s not just because they might have been extroverts. These verses tell us that they were filled with the Holy Spirit. As Christians, we all have the Holy Spirit in us and boldness is gifted to us by the Spirit to preach the good news of Jesus.

If we lack boldness, let us pray and ask God for it. That’s what the disciples did later on in this chapter. They asked for the boldness to continue the ministry of sharing the gospel of Jesus. And they were given this boldness:

“And when they had prayed, the place in which they were gathered together was shaken, and they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and continued to speak the word of God with boldness.”

Acts 4:31

Even if we are rejected, people will recognize that we have been with Jesus.

Officially a Graduate of Moody Bible Institute

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(The photos in this post are from when me and my wife were able to visit Chicago and the Moody campus in April.)

As of today, I have officially finished my schooling through Moody Bible Institute. I have graduated with a Bachelor of Science degree in Biblical Studies. It has definitely been a long road but it’s been worth it.

I started taking online classes through Moody about 4 years ago. At this point in my college career, I was already finished with my general ed courses and wanted to switch my major from History to Biblical Studies. My friend had told me about the online program through Moody so I signed up for some classes and started trying to earn my degree. This would normally only be a 2 year program but I had some set backs financially and couldn’t continue to afford the tuition. Moody does not necessarily accept student loans because they do not want to encourage debt. Although this is great, it also made it pretty hard to continue to afford the tuition.

So at this point of having to take a break from school, I honestly just prayed if I should continue tying to finish my degree. I prayed that God would provide a way for me to be able to afford the tuition. God answered this prayer through one of the most generous men I know. This brother started attending our church and was asking me about my education. Come to find out, he was a Moody graduate as well. He offered to pay for the rest of my schooling and said that he was blessed to be able to support me in my studies. It was one of the most humbling things I have ever experienced because I have always wanted to take care of myself. God used this brother in much more than just supporting me financially, he taught me how blessed someone can be from giving not just receiving.

Finishing my degree and working full time was tough. It required a lot of sacrifice but I am glad that I was able to do it. I could not have done it without the support of my wife who had to experience me locking myself in our home office for hours at a time so I could do my school work. Also the support of my family, friends, and the leaders in my life that kept encouraging me to keep pressing forward.

I not only studied a lot of God’s Word while taking these classes at Moody but more importantly, I was able to experience how God provides and how dependent I need to be on him.

People have already asked me what the next step will be but I’m honestly just relieved to be done with school for now. We have a baby on the way so I want to just focus on taking care of my family.

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Finding Joy In Your Work


The reality of work

Hard work is something that we can take pride in. Something that we can take into our jobs, our schooling, or our ministries. Although this has always been something to be admired in a person, we all know that it doesn’t satisfy us. It doesn’t matter if we work so hard to get that promotion, graduate at the top of the class, or have a “successful” ministry, we can often find ourselves unhappy and wanting more. An even more frightening reality is that we will put in all of this hard work and eventually leave it to someone else. That’s the reality of things.

I’ve been reading through the book of Ecclesiastes which is King Solomon’s (The Preacher) writings about how all of life, without God, is vanity and meaningless. In chapter 2, he writes about the vanity of his labors:

“I hated all my toil in which I toil under the sun, seeing that I must leave it to the man who will come after me, and who knows whether he will be wise or a fool? Yet he will be master of all for which I toiled and used my wisdom under the sun. This also is vanity. So I turned about and gave my heart up to despair over all the toil of my labors under the sun, because sometimes a person who has toiled with wisdom and knowledge and skill must leave everything to be enjoyed by someone who did not toil for it. This also is vanity and a great evil. What has a man from all the toil and striving of heart with which he toils beneath the sun? For all his days are full of sorrow, and his work is a vexation. Even in the night his heart does not rest. This also is vanity.” – Ecclesiastes 2:18-23

Eventually, all the hard work that we have put into something will be left to someone else. We may get fired,laid off, replaced by someone that is better than us, or we may get to the end of our days and our work will remain left here on the earth as we depart from it. Even as Solomon said, this may be the thing that is keeping us up at night. So what do we do about this?

Enjoy your work to the glory of God

Although this reality seems cold and harsh, there is a remedy to it. Our work was never meant to fulfill us. Yes, it does give us some sort of purpose because we get to see the accomplishments of our hard work but it will never truly satisfy our souls. Work is a gift from God to be enjoyed but God is the Giver of this gift, and only He can truly satisfy our souls.

Work is a gift from God to be enjoyed but God is the Giver of this gift, and only He can truly satisfy our souls.

This is what Solomon has to say about this dilemma:

“There is nothing better for a person than that he should eat and drink and find enjoyment in his toil. This also, I saw, is from the hand of God, for apart from him who can eat or who can have enjoyment? For to the one who pleases him God has given wisdom and knowledge and joy, but to the sinner he has given the business of gathering and collecting, only to give to one who pleases God. This also is vanity and a striving after wind.” – Ecclesiastes 2:24-26

He tells us to eat, drink, and find enjoyment in our work but this is impossible apart from God. God gave us this need and desire to work but it is to be enjoyed, not something to be worshipped. We work to the glory of God, not to the glory of ourselves. This is how we can truly enjoy our work.

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Love Makes Others Successful

“What does it mean to serve one another in love? Practically it means to labor to make others successful.” – Jack Miller

I’ve never been one for New Year’s resolutions but I do believe there is something that God has revealed to me on a deeper level this year. I believe that he has revealed to me what it means to actually “serve in love”.

Now I know that this is something that we may have heard, but do we truly understand what this means? Like in the quote above, it means that we “labor to make others successful”. This is profound because this goes completely against what we are taught about being successful in life. We grow up believing that we have to be the best in school and in our jobs. In a sense, we want to do our best but we want to achieve our goals to the glory of God, not to the glory of ourselves. I read in Michael Horton’s book, Ordinary, that the word “ambition” used to be something that was warned against. He says that it did not originally mean to have drive or initiative but “it meant putting oneself forward, as in an election, but in a spirit of rivalry that is not beneath resorting to unscrupulous tactics.” This is not serving in love but rather serving selfishly.

Serving in love is something that requires humility. We must humble ourselves and labor and labor to make others successful. Think about our relationships with other Christians, those that we are discipling. We must pray for them and labor to see that they are being sanctified into the image of Christ. We must do what we can to encourage and push them forward in whatever ministry they are called to. We must not be afraid that they are going to be more successful than us because they honestly might be. However, what is important is the advancement of God’s kingdom, not our own kingdoms.

By serving in love like this, we are modeling Christ. He came and lived a perfect life, and taught us how to truly serve each other. He gave us this example in washing his disciples feet:

“When he had washed their feet and put on his outer garments and resumed his place, he said to them, “Do you understand what I have done to you? You call me Teacher and Lord, and you are right, for so I am. If I then, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another’s feet. For I have given you an example, that you also should do just as I have done to you. Truly, truly, I say to you, a servant is not greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. If you know these things, blessed are you if you do them.” – John 13:12-17

Jesus also took our sins upon himself and died a criminal’s death on a cross so that we could gain his righteousness. This selfless act allows us to live selfless lives to the glory of the Father just like he did. He also gave us the Holy Spirit to help us and give glory to himself (John 16:13-14).

So for the year of 2016, I hope and pray that I have the humility to serve others in love. To continue to do all that I do to the glory of God and not myself.



Fully known, yet fully loved…

 “To be loved but not known is comforting but superficial. To be known and not loved is our greatest fear. But to be fully known and truly loved is, well, a lot like being loved by God. It is what we need more than anything. It liberates us from pretense, humbles us out of our self-righteousness, and fortifies us for any difficulty life can throw at us.” – Tim Keller


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This picture was taken while we were on our honeymoon in Portland, OR. It’s been 2 weeks since we have been back in town and I was just reflecting today about how fun it was to be in Portland. Don’t get me wrong, we love being home here in Stockton, CA. What I was reflecting on was how we actually spent our honeymoon in Portland of all places. People asked us why, and why not somewhere like Hawaii.

Portland was just a place that we could really enjoy all our favorite things together and even if they are simple, it was what we enjoy together. We got to drink some amazing coffee and beer. We got to visit Powell’s bookstore and loved looking at and talking about all the books. We also just loved walking around the city and being able to talk about anything and everything.

This being said, I was also reflecting on our love and what it reveals about the love of God. We as Christians, are always able to display characteristics of God to those around us. Although I knew God’s covenant love toward us, I never understood it on the level that I do now. Before Stephanie, I wasn’t really able to be completely vulnerable with anyone because of a fear of being rejected. I can be angry, jealous, controlling, bitter, and the list can go on and on. Over the course of our relationship and engagement, I revealed all of this to Stephanie and although some of this may have even hurt her knowing them, she forgave and continued to love me.

Although we may just have a lot of commonalities, I really do believe this is why we enjoy each other’s presence so much and enjoying doing these things together. We both know some of the deepest and darkest parts of each other and can still say “I love you.” Our wedding day, as we entered into a covenant relationship with one another, has revealed to me in a deeper way how God fully knows and fully loves us. He has made a covenant with us that shows us that no matter what we have done or will do, we as Christians, are his and he is ours.

As life goes on, I’ll probably continue to grow in my understanding of this love but I’ll end with this part from 1 Corinthians 13 (of course, I would use this chapter right?):

“Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.” – 1 Corinthians 13:8-12